nothing i'll be afraid of, when i'm with you

2010-08-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

当一个人的北极星是很累人的事。
因为她永远都高挂在空中，仿佛每一刻都在守护着那个人。

听说，那是北极星的诅咒。
那是她与宙宇相爱的惩罚。

但，或许她从都不曾后悔过。
或许永远守护着宙宇是她爱他的方式。

而我，也选择了北极星爱人的方式。

我希望能当北极星。
我要守护着你。
我要用我的方式去爱你。

我是北极星；你是天狼星。

是永远的传说。

你；是我的终点。

2010-08-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

我假装过去不重要，才发现其实自己做不到。

原来发生过的事情和所有回忆，都只能选择不去想起，但永远都不可能忘记。

他给过的痛，我不会忘。
他说过的谎，我不会忘。
他给过的承诺，我不会忘。

我不会忘；因为我会恨。

我们的回忆无法重叠，那我们的未来也不会有交集。
希望那是我能给你的最后的宽容。

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2010-04-18T19:46:00.001+08:00

ohh yea.i reely tink tis sonq is superb nice yea.hahaas.

2010-04-18T19:32:00.000+08:00

i had the feeling to post this today yea.ferr no specific reasons.just to show my appreciation to this very special [someone] tat has changqed my life.

[I woke up this morning, feeling damn unsafe, and i called you.

You greeted me wif the usual loving and embracing voice and then i felt, "heyys, jus wadd am i afraid of?"

Yea.thx so much. thx ferr being by my side.

Once, i was still a lost qirl, trying to seek shelter in this so damn scary world.

then you came, and became my shelter. you made me feel so safe.you qave me a shoulder to rely on.you qave me the huqs tat made me happy.you qave me the kisses tat brouqht so much warmth to my life.

It's lyk no-one cn ever hurt me aqain.no-one can ever make me cry aqain.i'm not alone.

Simple magics, simple smiles.but i felt everythinq you had to qive.

This is you.tis is wadd you do best.t

Now,nothinq will distant us.nothinq will hinder us.i promise.not even aqe.i may be young,but you made me matured.

You qave me absolute power.i'm qod damn thankful ferr tat.

You miqht not read tis.bt yea.i'll show you de everything i'm capable of qivinq.

Lovinq you is a risk i'm takinq,but i reely dun care.

I'll be the matured qirl tat is worth ferr you to keep by your side.i'll be the one wif nth you dislike.i'll be the one you want.i'll make you be proud of me.

Yea,lastly, thouqh you miqht still leave me in the future, but i'll definitely be stronq enuff by tat time.i'll always rmb the power and strenqth you had qave me once.i'll nvr disqrace you.i'll still make you be proud of me.]

2010-01-09T18:08:00.002+08:00

ooo...lonq time nvr bloq lerhhx yea.hahaas.
uhh.i on-ed de com jus nw, went to myyy bloq, and yea, view-ed de comment frm PASSERBY, and reely, it's sad-deninq.
uhh.i dunno who he/she is, and i dunno in wadd way hav i offended him/her, butbut, it's quite bad to say tat of ppl barhh.
at least i try not to, most of de time.
butbut if tis is seriously how PASSERBY feels, then i hav no comments yea.
i mean ppl can tink i'm fake, i'm siao zhar bo, or reely qrossed out, but i tink i'm still okayys wif it barhh.
if i qet to noe who tis PASSERBY is, i miqht tink he/she is qod damm fake, superb siao, and xtremely qrossed out too yea.but it's jus hw ppl learn to keep sm comments to themselves and learn not to hurt ppl's feelinqs barhh.
hahaas.at least tat's wadd i tink luhh.
even if i'm fake, siao and qrossed out, so wadd?
i quess it's either be my friend; or qet out of my life andand be my PASSERBY.
i quess i'll only chanqe ferr de ppl i love.yea.other than tat,i'm me.
so continue critisicing me if anyone wants to.
i quess aft so much thinq happened in myyy life, i learnt to look thinqs in a reely diff way.
i learnt to take thinqs easy and not create troubles.
i learnt to look myself in a real diff way.
i learnt to look for faults in myself.
i learnt to change myself ferr sm worthy ppl and reasons.
i learnt.
ppl do hate you ferr no reason.
ppl do betray you ferr sm reasons, and
not all ppl r frens aft all.
so yea.
be my fren or be my PASSERBY, love me or hate me.
ohh.and thanks a ton lots to PASSERBY01 yea.
i dunno why,but i feel lyk thanking you.reely.hahaas.
ferr tis issue,i reely hope it's de end.
if PASSERBY is ever sm1 in my life, then i wld b a ton lot qrateful if he/she wld critisice me face-to-face.
tat wld b beta barhh.hahaas.i tink i cn take tat beta.at least i noe who my frens are.

haix.enuff of sad-deninq stuff.
butbut i quess all de thinqs tat happened in my life recently r all sad-ded stuffs barhh.
not to mention all,jus school alone is sad-deninq.de first week already seem-ed lyk de first month.
and i reely wonder if i'm qnq to handle tis year well.
enq is reely touqh these days.wif my new enq tcher, ms betsy teo, everythinq seem-ed abit tensed up luhh.
hahaas.i mean she's reely strict and reely surprisinq smtimes.
butbut i quess tat wld help.enq is one of de main core subj marhh.so i quess it's reely qood of her to train us lyk tat.
den it's maths.i tink i'm sure to drop a.maths luhh.i'm takinq de dunno wadd a.maths test tis thurs and i tink i'm doomed.
i quess-ed i'll jus try my qod damm best barhh.
aye.wadeva larhh.as lonq as i leave nanchiauhiqh successfully tis year yea.hahaas.
aye.i dun wanna bloq about sadd-ed thinqs lerhh larhh.

I LOVE EEYORE!!!! hahaas.she's totally cute and i cant resist her luhh.my dad and mum bouqht me a biq eeyore teddy on x'mas last year yea.and it nvr leaves me.
i carry it almost everywhere.and it's totally cool.cos nw i've qot one biq and one small one.

de perfect combination, de cutest of all.hahaas.
well, i've onli qot a pic of de small one luhh.but it's cute sia.fyi.de tiara is mine.hahaas.

ohh.den another of my dream came true; i re-painted my room!!! hahaas.
actually i re-painted my whole hse larr.butbut i totally love my room nw.it's sorta pink and purple.mixed.hahaas.
post pic nxt time yea.

ohh.last but not least, check tis out;

hahaas.tis is one of my favourite toilet yea.

it's superb clean, refreshinq and nice!! hahaas.

ppl, i shall end here yea.hope life wld be beta!!! hahaas.

2009-12-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

taq replies.
yantinq: nah.i'm dnq fine yea.no worries!!! thx lots aniwae!!! :)
yantinq: ohh.btw,miss mi mre marhhx...hahaas...
stranqer: lamer...i noe who you are sia...hahaas.butbut thx lots aniwae...
yokelinq: thx ferr de link!!! :)
jaslin: omq.who wants you sia...hahaas...ohh.yea,tat's you i'm tokinq bout!!! hahaas..
tinqen: uhh.still dunno results yet.hope i did okayys barhhx.hahaas.thx lots aniwae...
deniseee: hahaas.thx ferr de taq!!! yea.i hope i did well too...

boo peepo!!! hahaas...dun reely feel lyk bloqqinq todayyy yea.ferr no apparent reason...
butbut reely tons of thx to peepo who reely cared bout me yea.THANK YOU!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
hahaas.
i quess that includes:
my dad; ferr listeninq to me everytime and providinq reely useful advice...
my mum; who whips up delicious meal ferr me wheneva i fell superb unhappy...ohh.and she's qod damm patient too!!
my bro,my sis; who tries superb hard to make me lauqh.hahaas.
chinbee; ferr listeninq to me too...
yantinq; ferr beinq dere!!!
amanda; who talks to me and made me realise thinqs aren't tat bad too.
stranqer(apparently i noe who);thx ferr wishinq mi.heartfelt thanks.
and many many more...
those not mentioned butbut has reely helped me,heartfelt thx too.
reely.
yea.lessons learnt and i quess ppl do make mistakes.
it's just important to face oneself and move on.
i'm quess i'm dnq it fine andand chionq-inq ferr o'levels too!!!
wish me luck!!!
hahaas.

2009-11-24T12:54:00.002+08:00

hahaas.peepo!!! lonq time nvr bloq lerhhx.u quys must hv miss-ed me damm much sia.hahaas.
butbut aniwae,i'm bck yea.
ehh.i had a qood start todayyy.i mean my mum seldom not naq me to wake up de.but yea.todayyy she didnt naq.hahaas.
so yea.i overslept.
butbut nt my fault larhhx.
i was still dreaminq of tat quy who was screaminq a total crazy note yesterdae.
opps.ferr ppl who doesnt noe who, it's a quy frm dunman sec choir if i'm nt wronq yea.
they had a rehersal concert thinq tqt wif SJI, CJC and raffles choir at SJI chapel.
den tis quy screamed a reely superb-freakinq hiqh note.yea.i dreamt of it.hahaas.
yea.i woke up.did de usual stuff den went out ferr smth yea.
i reely wanted to qo de nyp business school's attachment de.haixx.bt i quess i'm qonna hv to miss-ed it lerhhx.
ehh.den when i was out in de bus,it seem-ed lyk i cld tink thru so much.
i mean i reely thot thru alot.
hahaas.
i realised tis freakinq world is damm realistic.
even ur bestfrens betray u ferr their own benefits or simply just cos dey feel lyk dnq so.it's lyk superb hurtful butbut yea.let's just accept it as a fact barhhx.
yea.recently a senior of nanchiau chorale asked if dere was sm-one i lyk.she said cos my msn msq sounded lyk i was in love.hahaas.
yea.but tat was once.nt nw.
i quess ferr no apparent reason,i qave up.
a damm lot of thinqs happened de last time i dated sm-one.
love shld b superb sweet de barhhx.but i quess i had lost de feelinq damm lonq aqo.
i love-ed and nw,all is left are thinqs to clear out and frens to b beware of.
i quess i'm just dwn on my luck barhhx.
i want my relationship to b one tat is reely nice yea.
butbut sm ppl reely tore my heart and broke-ed my trust.
andand dere r ppl who just cant accept break-ups and do smth to hurt you inturn.
tats reely bad yea.
andthen sm ppl reely close to you just makes it worse by spreadinq thinqs tat aren't true yea.
it's reely qod damm hard to pretend you dunno all these thinqs dey said bout you,wher in actual fact,you noe everythinq,be it fact or fake.
it's just hard to pretense and smile and still call dem frens,or even "sisters".
to me,hurtinq my frens lyk tat wld probably b de last thinq on earth to do.butbut i quess ppl r all different andand ppl do qrow.
perhaps i'm just too slow.
and now,i tink i realised,i learnt and i qrew.
sm thinqs r beta left unsaid.
sm times we just hv to pretend.
all tat is left to do is to accept.
accept de fact tat frens and sisters r humans too.dey hv desires.
accept de fact tat tis is a cruel world wif realistic society.nt everyone blieves you butbut i quess we cant qive up?
andand.
accept de fact tat dreams r meant ferr bedtime,and fairytales dun exist.ppl you tink will love you miqht just end up hurtinq you.
accept de fact tat hopes miqht not b tat stronq to last.hopes do break.
yea.i quess dere's tons mre stuffs to accept.butbut hw nuch mre cn i take?
if ppl do betray,ppl do doubt you,ppl do hurt you and hopes do break,den wadd is left?
i wld want to smile and say "it's okayys."
i wld want to smile and say "let's start aqain."
i wld want to smile and say "ppl do make mistakes."
i wld want to smile and say "i believe."
even if i'm hurtinq lyk hell,i wld still wanna smile and blieve.
perhaps it's just stupid butbut tis is me.
so dun hurt me.
dun hurt anyone.
it just doesnt feel riqht.
and it's nt left too.
hahaas.yea.
i want frens to be true.
i want love to be real.
i want fairytales to exist.
i want hopes to prevail.
i want de world to have peace.
i want everyone to be happy.
i want smiles tat will never disappear.
i want memories tat will nvr fade.
hahaas.yea.abit too qreedy butbut forqive me.
hahaas.

2009-11-14T15:35:00.007+08:00

hehees.look-ed scary.ferr no apparent reason.
wantinq to delete these photos lerhhx.so load here ferr memories sia.hahaas.

andand these too!!!

2009-11-14T15:18:00.003+08:00

heyya.decided to post todayyy yea.hahaas.
uhh.woke up qod damm early todayyy ferr nanchiau's open house yea.
ehh.my mum screamed ferr me to wake up at 6.30am.
it's superb early ferr a sat morninq.
i qrumbled andand went on to brushinq teeth le yea.hahaas.
yea.den my dad drove me to sku yea.pick-ed up pearlyn and jasmine on e way.
car-ed to sku and was a minute late.
started warm-ups (but i miss-ed it as i was helpinq).took attendance on amanda's behalf.den went on to help out at our booth.went ard de sku pastinq flyers.
sorta weird butbut superb fun.hahaas.
ohh.den 10.10am was de first performance.started with the SO den the WO if i;m nt wronq.
den it was CHOIR!!!
hahaas.
sanq "stoppinq by the woods on snowy eveninq" andand "seal lullaby" yea.
ehh.it went beta den we expected.hahaas.
den my dearest family came and tour-ed ard de sku.apparently ferr fun.
hh.they watch-ed de second performance yea.feedbacks were tat de CO were de best wif their chinese version of "mission impossible".hahaas.lound end tat woke everyone.
uhh.yea.den went out ferr lunch wif belove-ed family at sm food court.it sux sia.i ate a damm small plate of duck rice ferr $3.80.damm it larhhx.so expensive.and i mean it,it's reely small.
bt aniwae,went hm,bath-ed,thought thru sm thinqs,and here bloqqinq.
den received xinninq's msq.tellinq mi she's qnq bck m'sia lerhhx and told mi nt to miss her.but hahaas.i quess she'll be de one miss-inq mi yea.hahaas.
uhh.i tink i'm qnq bck soon lerhhx oso barhhx.i miss de food dere and my bed!!!
hahaas.
uhh.
qotta qo soon.
butbut peepo,dun miss me yea.

2009-11-04T18:41:00.004+08:00

boo!! decided 2 post 2dae yea.hahaas.butbut firstly,taq reply.
shiyun: hehees.yea.i wanna meet up wif u too!!! let's plan a day yea.hahaas.

hehees.dunno y suddenly feel lyk bloqqinq sia.
woke up at 10 plus 2dae andand myyyy head hurt lyk hell.so continued slp-inq till 11 plus.
den mum woke mi up ferr lunch.had bread.den went bck 2 rest.
ltr was woken up aqain ferr lunch.haix.sian.

i hope ppl did miss-ed mi.
haix.stayed at hm ferr a damm 2 days due 2 de damm headache andand flu.
miss-ed TWO chem spa andand de fact is i qt chem spa test on fri yea.
den ms low called me and spoke in a surprisinqly motherly tone.she told mi 2 stay bck tmr ferr de chem spa yea.i nidda practice!!!
haix.sian.butbut i quess it's qonna be useful barhhx.

but aniwae.i didn't reely wasted tis 2days larhhx.
uhh.i solved many thinqs yea.sorta relationship stuffs barhhx.it's kinda complicated butbut i quess it nidda be solved.
sm ppl r jus meant 2 be frens barhhx.
butbut it reely affected certain part of mi and myyy life yea.
haix.
haix.

but aniwae,chatted on msn,did nyp project stuff,check-ed facebook,read bloqs andand updated bloq 2dae.i did so many stuff!!! hahaas.

ohh ya.a superb lame thinq yea.i wanted to catch de channel u 11.30pm show yea.shld b called hotshot if im nt wronq.
butbut it's reely superb lame larhhx.
i mean its timinq.
it's a half hour show yea.butbut ppl waited till so late jus ferr tat half hour.lame yea.
hahaas.bt i still watched it aniwae.hahaas.

nw qnq eat dinner lerhhx.dun reely hav appetite butbut my dad's qonna kill me if i dun eat yea.
it's sorta a rule 2 eat dinner ferr my hse.hahaas.
i tink i qained alot of weiqht tis 2days lerhhx sia.cos i jus kpt slpinq.
butut i qnq sku tmr lerhhx yea.
hope my mum will b able 2 wake mi andand i wont miss bus yea.
hahaas.leavinq.
ppl,dun miss me!!!!

2009-10-28T18:22:00.002+08:00

hahaas.i didn't qo sku yesterdae yea.i tink i'm just too tired.or mayb just too lazy to qet out of bed.butbut aniwae,as a result,i sorta miss-ed sku.hahaas.
i tink alot peepo miss-ed meeee oso barhhx.hahaas.tat KaiBin must hv felt bored.hahaas.uhh.or mayb not.cos he's always bored.
haix.i tink i'm just crappinq.
ohh.but i'm qod damm happy de.i was worryinq bout de promotion thinq ferr de past few days yea.andand i quess i'm promoted to sec4 smoothly lerhhx.
hahaas.i'm intoxicated.i scared i re-tained!!!
but phew,i made it.

ohh.andand i was late ferr sku 2dae.aqain.butbut who am i? since when hav i ever been early ferr anyth? hahaas.
butbut last week of sku lerhhx.won't detention de.so i dun reely care.hehees.
butbut it's reely not my fault.jasmine and pearlyn miss-ed de bus too.and we tried to salvaqe by cab-binq.butbut de cab came even ltr than de bus.so i quess it's fated.
but yea.now time to qo lerhhx.bye peepo.dun miss-ed meeee yea.
i know you will....hahaas:)

2009-10-21T17:52:00.007+08:00

haix.i noe i kp siqninq yea.butbut i reely dunno y too.i tink i jus kept feelinq lyk cryinq.hahaas.
andand i tink de taylor swift's reely had some kinda emotional effect on me yea.
i hav listened it tons of times and each time i reely wonder y some people just kps dnq de same obvious wronq thinqs andand hurt you aqain and aqain.haix.
i quess i'll nvr understand tat and perhaps de onli thinq left is GOODBYE.
you're qettinq out of moiii life and nvr cuminq bck aqain!!!

"and you don't have to call anymore
i won't pick up the phone
this is the last strike
there's nothinq left to beq for
and you can tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you like i did before
you're not sorry
no"

2009-10-21T17:52:00.002+08:00

haix.2dae reely sux.
i reely didn't wanna qo sku yea.i dun wanna see myyy results.
i noe i'm lyk runninq away frm reality butbut yea, mayb i reely am.
i tink de onli reason and motivation ferr mi to qo sku 2dae is cos i wanna qet de BOF disc frm dearest leona yea.hahaas.
haix.bt aniwae, i did damm bad ferr tis EOY exams barhhx.wher onli my hiqher chinese qot A1.
de rest...haix.i'm just qlad i dunnid retain yea.hahaas.
butbut aniwae.i'm qod damm qlad EOY is over yea.
i tink i cn imaqine wadd ms onq(form tcher) is qnq tok 2 my dad bout on de parents-meetinq session lerhhx.haix.standard de.hahs.
to conclude with one word,SAD-ded.

2009-09-17T19:42:00.002+08:00

ohh heyys.seem like lonq time no post le.so dorisa decided to post todayyy yea.hahaas.
uhh.to start off,i woke up late aqain todayy andand almost miss-ed myyy bus aqain.
haix.if i late aqain den detention liao lorhhx.
butbut dorisa was so lucky larhhx.
uhh.got into class,first period was history yea.but mr rahim didn't cm andand i didn't noe.so.i rush-ed bck class to take my notes and rush-ed dwn aqain tinkinq he came.
so.we had free period lorhhx.uhh.dorisa was si qod damm quai cos she was studinq a.maths yea.
hahaas.cos qt test ltr marhhx.with de help of dearest ChinBee,i manaqed to understand a few of de mre difficult ones larhhx.hahaas.
den it was maths.uhh.abit bored butbut manaqed to stay awake with de help of KaiBin and his reely qod damm humourous jokes.
ehh.then free period aqain! cos mr seah didn't cm.uhh.i sorta wished he was here yea.hahaas.
andand.dorisa and amanda was hunqry!!!
so nxt period-recess,we rush-ed dwn ferr superb love-ed cheese-baked rice yea.
followinq on was chinese barhhx.uhh.we did zuo wen and i tink i just totally crapp-ed.
thenthen physics.ms oh's voice is naturally hypnotisinq yea.de mre she tok,de mre i wans 2 slp.i quess nt onli mi barhhx.hahaas.but then.cos she's sorta fierce,i forced myself to stay awake till de nxt period,chemistry.i cldn't stand it lerhhx so i slpt yea.hahaas.
thenthen i woke up to copy content paqe.hahaas.see.dorisa so quai de.hahaas.
Ahh.then i lost a mcwinq to KaiBin today.we bet on smth andand apparent i LOST.
AHH!!! i learnt a lesson today.LOOKS are deceivinq.hahaas.butbut i still lost yea.haix.
andand aft sku was math test le yea.i tink i'm failinq it le.my brain was blank-ed throuqout ferr no apparent reason.so yea.die lorhhx.
and yea.aft test i went home to rest yea.my nose hav been sneezinq de whole day lerhhx.
butbut.andand.
eeee...i want my mcwinqs!!!

2009-09-09T17:40:00.002+08:00

qood news yea.i link-ed some ppl le!!! yea.qreat achievement yea.hahas.

uhh.todayy started out bad and it went on bad.
i went sku at 8 am today and discovered that chem prac actually starts at 8.30!! omq.my half mre hr of slp!!!
den we went to chem lab 1 and quessed what.i broke TWO test-tubes.well.to be exact,THREE.
de first was when i was qnq to put it away.it slipped andand broke into pieces immediately.
de second was when i was washinq it.it slipped aqain andand broke into pieces immediately aqain.
de third wasn't reely caused by me larhhx.dear amanda was heatinq de blue crystal thinqy ferr water vapour andand it cracked.
haixx.i quess todayy just isn't de day to do sci prac.

uhh.den i went ferr lunch with dear amanda and we went to slacked at de library.
i quessed we sort-ed many thinqs yea.hahaas.

den we went choir yea.but i had to leave early ferr nyp thinqy.so i went to inform ms yin yea.
when it was time to qo, hahaas, i felt so weird with de whole choir starinq at me yea.hahaas.i felt sorta quilty.but i promised i'll be dere tmr to redeem myself yea.
uhh.den i walked to bus stop.
ehh.i MISSED a bus!!!! ahh.that pissed me off!!!
de bus stop was so freakinq hot!!!
butbut then at last i still qot to nyp larhhx.wow.de air-con was qreat yea.
den with de help of dear chinbee, here i am linkinq people yea.hahaas.

well.dun miss me yea.i'll update aqain some other time yea +.+

2009-09-05T16:42:00.001+08:00

Bloq under construction.yea.
i hav thot of deletinq tis bloq alrdy yea.butbut abit relunctant to do that.
so much effort from so many different ppl.seems wasted if i jus end it yea:)

okok.i noe i took a damm lonq time to finish creatinq tis bloq yea.
but 4qiv me larhhx.
i'm reely not qd wif this yea.andand i dun reely hav time marhhx.
hahaas.but aniwae.todayyy was fun!!!
nchs shine in harmony was kinda qreat.
super-loved 3A lorhhx.
we were so sorta creative with our ideas.
i mean we actualy thot of doin car washinq and choc fondue.
ehh.car washinq was sorta tirinq but it was reely fun.i mean the siqht of everyone washinq car andand helpinq each other was reely qreat yea.
and my dad came too!!! hahaas.thx lots to him yea.even thouqh it was jus merely 8 bucks, butbut it was reely appreciated.
thenthen.i reely loved de choc fondue.qrapes,banana,apple,strawberry,honeydew andand marshmellows...dey were just...
CHOCO-FRUTILIOUS!!!
hahaas.uhh.i did helped quite alot with de cuttinq yea.andthen i went round "shoppinq" with dearest sis-ChinBee yea.
ohh.not to leave out cpr challenqe yea.
we learnt quite a few skills to cpr larhhx.it was qenerally fun butbut we kept qettinq scolded by a lady yea.
she reely pissed me off lorhhx.butbut de whole thinq was kinda cute!!!
and yea.at de end of de whole event, i had to sent a biq loads of carrots to an old folks home yea.hahaas.
esther andand wanyinq did help to clear off de load by brinqinq some home.hahaas.
well.uhh.shall end here todayy barhhx.feelinq tired alrdy yea.
uhh.will update aqain!!! +.+

2009-08-12T17:50:00.003+08:00

uhh.todayy was a really tirinq day yea.
i went to school half asleep andand was nearly late.bt luckily i wasn't larhhx.if nt i'll hav to serve detention le barhhx.
ohh.bt dearest ChinBee was late yea.hahaas.
bt aniwae.first period which was history lesson, was still okay.mr rahim's lecture was fine la.
but thenthen it was chinese.and i just cldn't help butbut fall aslp.
de lesson was kinda slack barhhx.tat's y i just kept feelinq lyk slpinq.
thenthen it was enqlish andand it was even worse.i was already slpinq.hahaas.
but i wasn't de onli one thouqh.i saw a few slpinq too andand i'm sure ChinBee and SerLin slept yea.hahaas.so we had much fun playinq in dreamland tqt.
hahaas.
followinq by was P.E!!!
i thot we were qonna re-run 2.4 and qet hell yea.bt to my surprise....we did somethinq lyk modified tennis barhhx.
i paired up wif ChinBee yea.hahaas.she was soooo cute.
butbut it wasn't exactly fun.we just kept runninq ard to pick up the balls lorhhx.
butbut the 4 rounds of warm-up sure did wake us up yea.
thenthen.it was recess!!!
my favourite time in school! hahaas.
i ate de nata de coco wif cocktail aqain yea and i qt two nata de coco aqain.same lyk yesterdae.bt ChinBee qt three!!! one more than yesterdae.haix.unfair ritez.hahaas.
after recess was social studies andand as usual, mr. kalimantan cheered us up aqain yea.
he's just 4eva so humourous.by nature.
ooo.den it was maths.for de first 15 mins we were doinq a maths quiz.butbut damm that quiz larhhx.
i cldn't qet anythinq out of it thonqh i reely tried.haix.
then wad.
ohh ya.then it was PC.
dere was lots of discussion for the fondue yea.
uhh.den time ferr nyp.
too bad joey cldn't join us todayy.cus we met one of our...senior?
hahaas.well,de aunty workinq in de koufu (food court) in nyp was a ex. nanchiau student yea.
so we qt 50 cents off ferr our food.andand de food was really nice lorhhx! so it was kinda great deal barhhx.hahaas.thx 'senior'.
aft nyp is home sweet home and here i am postinq.well.lonq day yea.
hahaas.

2009-08-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

wooo...
it's sinqapore's birthday today!!
hahaas... best wishes ferr her and i'm lovinq her loads yea:)
andand i finally qt this bloq a taqboard yea.
hahaas...
i decided nt to abandon tis bloq cos it's actually kinda cool barhhx.hahaas..
andand i went on to check my hotmail todayy andand
discovered so many people actually noticed my newly set up facebook!!
well, i'm not too much into it yea bt since i need it ferr my history project at nyp...yea.
hahaas...bt thx people!!!
haixx...
bt de saddest thinq to discover is tat i hvn't done any hmwk.
bt no worries barhhx.i'm off to complete it nw yea.
last words,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

2009-08-08T15:07:00.000+08:00

Oooo....i'm soooo qlad yea!!!
intoxicated.
hahaas...
well, i just celebrated my 15th birthday yesterday yea.
nw i'm officially 15!
hahaas...
thx 2 dear amanda, her cute bro 'keithy', ser lin andand her 'fren' yea.
de celebration at t3 was wonderful.
thx so much ferr de little doraemon chocs cake yea.
hahaas.loved you quys loads ferr tat yea.
den i went home andand ate my fave blackforest cake!!
thx and loved my family ferr tat yea..
i qt a new necklace andand a new short.hahaas...
accomplished my desirees andand nw ready ferr new hopes!!
bt...
i'm officially 15...
andand i'm off ferr my well-deserved holidays:)

2009-07-29T17:55:00.003+08:00

omq.i'm so qod damm tired!!!
i ran my napha 2.4 km todayyy andand believe it or not, i nearly died.of exhaustion.
butbut i wasn't de worst thouqh.
ChinBee was de one who went to sick bay yea.
andand tat aunty in the office was so bad!!! she rushed me out andand wanted to leave ChinBee alone.
butbut luckily ChinBee's darlinq manaqed to stayy wif her yea.
butbut it's bad enuff ferr mi too lorhhx.
my arms, leqs andand stomach muscles are hurtinq like hell!!!
tink it's cos of de napha stations yesterdae barhhx,
haixx.wanna qo rest le yea andand sooooo lookinq 4ward to myyy next postinq yea.
ohh.btw.it's countdown 9 days to myyyy birthday yea!!!

it's jus complicated...intoxicated.sad.

2009-07-22T18:08:00.003+08:00

uhh. i'm just feelinq complicated today yea.
i'm intoxicated cos i jus set up myy bloq wif the help of myy "beloved sister" ChinBee yea.
hahaas...thx loads to her and love her tons!!!
erm.still nt quite used to these stuffs yea.
i was nvr a "techno" person butbut i thot i shld learn a few trics ferr these stuffs yea.
erm.nw ferr tuhh unhappy stuff.
i tink i jus screwed my o'lvl listeninq compre yea.
omq.it's o'lvl exam and i jus screwed it.
itl's nt exactly touqh butbut it's superrrr tricky lorhhx.
i'm qonna hate tuhh setter of tuhh paper ferr that yea.i swear.
aniwaez, it's overr larhhx.tmr wil be beta n i'm lookinq 4ward to it soooo much!!!
cheers to myyy newwwly set up bloq too yea.

nothing i'll be afraid of, when i'm with you

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it's jus complicated...intoxicated.sad.

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